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As Mama always said ‘You gotta get this stink off of you’. This baby recovery has been very different from the first. C-section, twins, up and down emotions, daily NICU visits plus the hyperactive Q-ster running around and never wanting to leave my side. Yup, a very different road to recovery this time around. But, here we are… happy, alive and plugging on because at some point you just have to ‘get this stink off of you’ and move forward.
(bonus points if you can name the movie I’m quoting)
Did I tell you about this past Sunday?
I went to church, because what better place is there to be when you’re facing trials and need a little extra boost? Apparently I should have just stayed home and had my own sort of service. I just about lost it multiple times as I sat there looking around at all the healthy babies and the happy nursing mama’s. I was so happy for them, especially the other preemie family and their now very healthy baby. But it made me miss my babies soooo soooo badly. I found myself fighting back tears in the middle of a song, which incidentally had nothing to do with babies, it was just the moment I was having I suppose. So maybe I won’t be going to church for a little while… not because I don’t want or need to feel the love but because it was just a little too much love for this mama to handle at the moment.
xoxo
Oh, and Happy Friday!